RSS

Today’s Bisexual Thoughts: Why Bother Being Bi?

05 Feb

Good question, huh? I tend to think about the answer like this: I like people (well, most of them anyway) and I like sex and since I like both of these things, doesn’t it make sense to be bi and more so when I know for a certain fact that I’m not all that particular about whether it’s a girl or a guy?

Maybe you agree, maybe you don’t and if you don’t, that’s okay – it just makes it harder to understand why I’d be so damned comfortable with being so unconventional in this. I think, “What guy doesn’t like having his dick sucked and doesn’t like how it feels to be inside them and be as physically a part of someone that’s possible outside of being in the womb?”

Sure, there are… differences and we wouldn’t be human if there weren’t any differences in how we see these things. This bisexual thing isn’t really all that difficult to understand; being able to get the things that please me and makes me a happy camper makes being bisexual worth the bother and at the end of the day, it is about that which I find comforting and pleasurable even if I’m breaking centuries of prescribed heterosexual behavior at times.

And I’m not the only one but we’re not talking about the others who are like me – at least not yet. I know I have “choices” or “options” in this just as I know that because I do, eh, it makes some folks uncomfortable because I’m neither straight nor gay but I can be straight or gay depending on what I’m doing and who I’m doing it with or, yeah, sure, even what’s going on I my head at any given moment.

I don’t bother with the whole gender thing because it’s nitpicking, evasive, and even a form of denial for some who, for whatever reason, can’t quite get their head around how and why they like men and women and in whatever way they do… or if they’re really male or female in the first place. I’m not saying that these things aren’t important to some – it just doesn’t give me a reason to be bothered by it because if you’re male or female or otherwise attractive to me, that can work and now we’d have to figure out how it’ll work.

Why bother? Well, I’d say that you’d have to know what it’s like, to be able to override your basic programming society imposes and take a walk on the wild side for a moment so you can get an idea of what it’s like to have these desires and come to the conclusion that personal pleasure isn’t just limited to boy/girl things. I know – that’s preposterous in the minds of many, that one couldn’t find joy or pleasure to have sexual congress with someone who’s the same sex as you are… but any of this is about pleasure and as a bisexual, I know that the rules about this aren’t just black and white or otherwise locked in the event horizon of a black hole.

It’s worth any bother if you’re really and truly all about life and its many pleasures and more so if you’ve ever wondered, “Is this all there is to this?” No, there’s more and it can be bothersome to go get your share given how some people feel about bisexuals. It takes boldness and even conviction to decide that the normal way of doing these things just isn’t enough for your personal satisfaction and that if you could get these pleasures I. Some different ways, well, why not?

Oh, yeah… society says you shouldn’t. Conventional thinking says you shouldn’t. These things are even now saying, “Look, fool, be one or the other, okay? Being both is just you being a greedy bastard!”

And maybe they’re right because, fuck no, I’m not gonna turn down pussy or dick when I can get it, not just because it floats my boat but also because I long since refused to conform to a standard of living that doesn’t suit my needs or purposes and not the purposes I’m “supposed” to be about. I’m greedy because why shouldn’t I want the best of what men and women have to offer?

I “bother” because I want and need do – is there a better reason? It’s not easy being bi and I admit that openly and that being this way is, in fact, bothersome along so many lines. But, again, at the end of the day, it’s about what makes me happy and satisfied whether it’s basking in my love for Linda and the perks that come with that or deep-throating some guy’s cock for the sheer enjoyment and naughtiness doing that brings to the table.

I’d rather have these “options” than not not have them; I’d rather not settle for less than what I want or, if you wanna look at it this way, have my spirit confined to just being one way or the other. It works for many people… but not for me, which is why I bother with being bi. Ultimately, it is about answering the question, “What price do I put on my happiness?” And knowing that I don’t have to put a price on it just because I’m supposed to low-ball it.

Just a bit of a rambling rant that came to mind… and I gotta be more adept at doing these things on my iPad…

 
3 Comments

Posted by on 5 February 2015 in Life, Living and Loving

 

Tags: , , ,

3 responses to “Today’s Bisexual Thoughts: Why Bother Being Bi?

  1. Ellen

    5 February 2015 at 16:52

    Maybe because it isn’t a choice?

    Like

     
    • kdaddy23

      5 February 2015 at 17:40

      Maybe it is, maybe it isn’t but I know that I choose or decide what to do with myself in this; choice, such as it is, doesn’t really get eliminated.

      Maybe it was destiny; my fate to be bisexual… or maybe I am because I can be? Yes, I’ve wondered if I’d still be bisexual had I not sucked that man’s dick or enjoyed it and the sensation of having his cock in my ass… but I don’t have an answer except to say that maybe I wouldn’t have been bi… but maybe I still would have discovered that I’d been bi all along and just needed a push in the right direction?

      I bother with being bi because, um, I like it – it fits me and my take on life and living and, yep, sex.

      Liked by 1 person

       
      • Ellen

        6 February 2015 at 07:00

        It was never a choice for me. But it’s always been there.

        Like

         

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

 
Jenny's Swinger Party and Dating Advice 🎉

23 year old real estate agent & swinger 💋

Katya Evangeline

From Missionary to Sex Preacher and Loving It!

Domestic Discipline, Jenny style!

Unconventional journey to unimaginable fulfillment.

"Me."

All the things that make me, well "me."

CinnamonAndSparkles

If I had a power color, it would be sparkle. Landon Brinkley

Hopeful Heartache

Ramblings about life, relationships, anxiety, depression, and questions.

SeXXy Julie

Sexual Adventures & Erotica of a Cougar

Temperature's Rising

It's getting hot in here...

A Question of Lust

"Love My Way, It's a New Road"

Madeline Harper

ReImagined

Bellaelena

Random thoughts from a random mind

Equal Anarchy

Equality, Gender, Feminism, Sexuality

Sensual Desires

Sensual Poetry

thewritingofpassage

Writing about recovery.

The Watering Hole

Where everyone comes to quench their thirst for insight to life's challenging questions.

B0Y . LU5T

Coming to terms with being male, atheist, married, over 40, bisexual, kinky and blurring the lines of monogamy while living in a conservative "red state" .

afortnightaway

Parts Of My Life

Date A Bisexual

DateBisexual.net

ophisophia

The Wise Serpent

myarousal

Fetishes, Gender Issues, Sexual Politics, Erotic Memoirs

a worried whimsy

bouncing between happy and anxious

ann st vincent

My journey through marriage, open marriage, divorce, being a Mom, sexual rebirth, online dating, failed relationships, and lots of sex

The Conquest Files

"The truth is rarely pure and never simple." - Oscar Wilde

More Is Merrier

Views on consensual non-monogamy

Brighton Bipolar

Adult Survivor of Child Abuse and Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder - Working towards ending the stigma of Mental Illness

The Self-Actualized Life

Have a fulfilling life sexually and every other way!

Assentively Yours

Ramblings of a depressed mind and other nuances.

Larry Archer's World (LarryArcher.com)

Erotica from the dirty mind of Larry Archer

theopenwife

is there a path to a successful open marriage?

thesinofindia

The silent inside of an anonymous Indian rebelling against society

The (Bi)te

The uninteresting world of a young bisexual girl

The Bi-Love-Ed RESEARCHER

What Perspective Matters Most Depends on Your Perception

Kittykat-bitsandbobs

Just my random thoughts and meanderings... I'll try to keep you entertained

Roller Coaster Life of a Fat Girl

Highs and Lows of My Weight Loss Journey

smallpenisbigissues

when and why size matters

rouge

I write when the choice is to die if I don't

My SEXuality

Why am I afraid to tell you who I'am?

Confessions of a Cheating Housewife

...because love just isn't enough ;)

%d bloggers like this: