Today’s Bisexual Thoughts: Determination

28 Mar

During the time we spent sucking each other, I was impressed at how he was so determined to not only be sucked by a guy for the first time but to also try his hand at sucking dick.  Hell, I admired the courage he showed by wanting to get naked with me to begin with; after hearing his reasons why he wanted to do this, I told hi that he didn’t have to… but he said that he did have to do this to be able to answer questions about himself that only direct action could provide.

It took him a little time to get used to sucking a dick and that kind of “fumbling” was almost enough to get me to lose my load quickly – but I managed to hold in to it as I worked to get him to lose his.  He did lose it – later, he’d tell me that he was embarrassed to have cum so fast but I told him that I’ve never held that against a man so it was no big deal.  I continued to be impressed; some guys bust a nut and their desire to continue goes away afterward… but not him; if anything, his release gave him greater incentive to make me cum.

It worked, too; I gave him the warning that I was about to cum so he could stop – tasting sperm for the first time isn’t always pleasant – but all he did was moan an acknowledgment of my announcement and sucked me as hard and as fast as he could manage.  I exploded – it was such a delicious feeling – and even being caught in the throes of my release, my appreciation of him skyrocketed as he sucked down everything I was putting into his mouth.

We were both spent… but we weren’t done with each other yet because there was one more thing he was determined to do:  He wanted to be fucked.  I had tried to dissuade him, not because I didn’t want to fuck him but because I knew that just like swallowing sperm, having your ass invaded by a hard dick wasn’t all that pleasant and even for experienced guys.  During our break in the action, I asked him if he still want to be fucked  and I could see that he was still excited and determine to experience it even before he said, “Damned right I do!”

He got me ready to be lubed up by going down on me again until I was good and hard; then he grabbed the bottle of lube and literally drowned my dick in the slippery stuff before doing the same to his back door, slipping one then two fingers into himself to make sure I’d be able to get into him as easily as possible.  He straddled me, looking directly into my eyes as he used a hand to position me at his hole and I said again that it would be okay if he didn’t want to do this… but all he did was smile, took a moment to focus… and sat right down on me.

We both cried out as my dick went into him like the proverbial hot knife through butter; I was concerned because he wasn’t looking well – having a hard cock plunging into your ass that quickly can make you want to throw up.  I asked him if he was okay and if he needed time to adjust or if he wanted to just stop… and he just shook his head, got a more determined look on his face, and began to ride me and, honestly, it was all I could do not to cum quickly and despite being on my second wind because it felt good to be inside him and because he was learning to ride dick on the fly, well, he wasn’t going to earn any style points not that it mattered because this wasn’t about me.

This was all about him and his determination to experience something he had only dreamed about.  I can’t honestly tell you how long he rode me before I came inside him; what I can tell you is that I watched him the whole time and saw that whatever questions he had asked himself about this were being answered.  He said, “I need you to cum in me now…” and in a tone of voice that might have used to tell me that the sun was shining.  He slammed his ass down I my dick harder and I lost it and the feelings were so intense that I was barely aware of feeling my dick pulsing through my release.

He leaned forward and put his head on my heaving chest and said, “Thank you… you have no idea how much is means to me…”  And maybe I didn’t… but I knew how determined he was to do it all and I knew just how much I appreciated his courage and respected him.

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